i have come to accept that i won’t be happy with the way i look. 

i have never felt so emotionally week.

i feel like in the morning, when i put my make-up on, it won’t matter because i will steel feel so ugly, and un-pretty. no matter what clothes i decide to put on weather it be jeans, leggings, skirts or shorts, i won’t look right. and it didn’t used to bother me so much. but now it just makes me feel like breaking down.

apparently sexy is a mindset that i am totally out of sorts with.